The pain, it lingers in loneliness,
My tears fall dry to the world.
This sickness cannot consume me,
Like thoughts through my idol mind.
I stare into myself, my darkness,
For every question, the answer is no.

Bring me back to a world of nothing,
Where silence is a well laced drug.
Stop these whispers, these screams,
Keep the sun from piercing my skin.
Let me dive into these cold shadows,
In a world that has no judgement.

Touch me softly, so i know im alive,
Kiss me, to make my answers a yes.
The hurt of being out of reach, the pain,
I wish you could see my untouchable world.
But i lie alone, in this chilling silence,
Where my screams echo in my eyes.

I turn to see nothing at all, no one,
My heart crawls away in a dream.
Now left in my pain and silence,
To wallow in what I can't control.