A Random description of my everyday life's crap....a look into the ppl in MissItalianCutie's life and their impact... There will be tears, there will be laughter, at times there mite even be snoring (god forbid!) but i promise u this space will not go wasted... if u dont come out any the wiser on something then i have failed....and im sorry :(

Wednesday, September 15, 2004

i just don't know....

I have been reading ova a few blogs recently and then over my own. Everyone has their little words of wisdom to say which they portray in stories or what have you, but today got me thinking. Why is it necessary to share these insightful words?
Why does is intrigue people to learn little facts about someone elses life in hope that it will either amuse them, or maybe assist them in their own everyday dramas. This question i can not answer clearly and all suggestions will be read eagerly.....
So i continue on my quest to mildly amuse u with my mundane but somewhat intriguing life....

So what good has happened to MissItalianCutie of late???

Hair
The one undeniable yet not understood fact is that wogs luv their hair. And sadly, I not being what u call a true wog, still have this obsession with mine. I wish to alter it, shorten it, lengthen it, colour it and style it in every angle possible, and then have the desire to do the same routine over again.....twice a day! Ok i dont go to this extreme but it is out there.
I must say i am loving the current 'do', masterfully created by the one and only Hairdresser, OMGThatSmile's little sister.....
I believe it has a dark, dark red brown colour as the base, with a array of blonde through most of the middle layer, and to top it off an infusion of BRIGHT reddy/pink on the top front half of my head.....with the colours of my last vendetta i also have some pale purple in sections so im just a rainbow of hair die!
It does sound a little drastic and somewhat punky, but rest assured it isnt as crazy as it seems and actually looks quite funky/classy with a definite Hair Machine ring to it! The layers have been chopped all over the place to bring out the blonde and i have to say from reviews it has got a 99% liking (the one 1% being my old skool choc father).

Clothing
Anyone that has been hanging around me for the past 2 months has witnessed my uncontrollable urge to shop, i cant help it, i think there was a 2 weeks period there where i couldnt stop! I have almost an entirely new wardrobe, and god knows how many bags!!!
I am now addicted to fashion but opt to keep alot of my old stuff as to keep myself with reality....

Atelier is still undeniably my brand of choice, but if its fashion statements that u want cheap girls, tempt and valleygirl do perfectly! Im loving the formal mixed with casual atm (eg. suit jacket with jeans) and have also started to rip up tops that i buy for like $10 and make them my own by adding a bit here and taking away a bit there.....

Pool
Yes shock.....horror......MIC has got into sport again! Well somewhat.... Pool is now my past time of choice, i play it at least 2-3 times a day i reckon and im loving it....it is somewhat therapeutic. BustAMove and MIC have become part of a social league, there are pro's, 14 yr olds, some sweet afro's and a very creepy heaven goer who constantly swears. But it is a great way to unwind on a Sunday nite after a long day at work. Im getting alright and now at times can be a challenge for even my guru BustAMove.

What has been shitting me of late?

Playa's

These penis extension for a man types have rubbed me up the wrong way for the past month.....It seems to be encounter after encounter with ppl close to MIC and quite frankly I've had it up to here with u guys! Get the f**k over urselves! I dont know whether ur conscious plays with u at all but u dont seem to register that u are hurting the person standing infront of u.....its because of U that they feel bad and wen ppl think back and remember u, associated words would be: scum, slut, man whore, cheap, sleazy, doomed to be lonely, good for nothing, asshole. This will prob not hit ur shallow one tracked minds until later in life, if ever, but i pray to god that some of realise the error of ur ways and reform urselves...

Bosses

Anyone that has spoken to me in the past month will know of my severe hatred of my boss WhatsHerName.... she has pissed this little cutie off in the past numerous times and now has got to the point where i really cannot stand the sight of her and dread everytime i have to say hello..... She preaches about professionalism and appearance to customers yet is not a role model for either! None of her staff actually say that they like her, her social etiquette and lack of acceptable behaviour is appalling, especially for a 'Customer Service Manager.'

She has now stepped ova the line and has brought my personal life into our relationship and using it to get to me....this is unacceptable....

as u all know, i am seeing BustAMove who is the fruit & veg manager at my work....from rumours around WhatsHerName has a bit of a crush on him and in turn has been giving me the shits ever since she found out i got him.....yes hun thats right....I GOT HIM! I was content with this at first as it seems to just be a case of jealousy if anything, but now she has pushed my buttons!

I went into work the other day to get myself some lunch with a monstrous hangover and went through BustAMove's register, i picked the phone up to say hi to Supafly and she cut sick! That nite as i came into work she drilled me from the word hello.....one about goin thru my bf's register, two picking up the phones wen i was in casuals.....now hun, ok if we go by the book i shouldnt have done either! But how much non cocher shit goes on at work??? Me and BustAMove wouldnt have risked our jobs suddenly so i could get $2 off my bill hunni and please in casuals? U know i fuking work there and u didnt seem to have a problem wen i came in one nite in casuals and counted up all the money draws and bags and took them to the cash office did u??? No.....as i remember u were quite grateful!

Now i could handle getting told off for this as she could clearly see the fuked off look on my face, but wen she came bak and talked to me whilst i was serving customers, well i coulda walked out right then! In the middle of serving someone she comes up and says 'what did i say to u before about BustAMove?'

'That i cant go thru his register cause he's my bf?'

'Yeah, so i didnt say cause ur fuking him right???'

I could feel the blood boiling and the embarrassed blush filling my cheeks.....

Now ive got that bit of emotional drama off my chest i shall leave u with something i was told today which for some reason hit home quite sharply....

'To be in love u open up the option to get hurt.....so if it doesnt hurt, its not love.'